PSALM 27:4 "One thing I ask of the LORD, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple."

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Im Scared...

I had alot of time tonight to myself...everyone went out for their nights out...i din cos im on duty...i had so much time i became so pensive i felt im back to my emo self...im scared to hope and trust for something that's not there at all...i feel really depressed about it. What if i put so much of myself into it and get disappointed at the end of the day...i really dun want to be hurt again...i dun want...how do i ever trust someone believing that the person will not be letting me down...im scared to give part of myself away...it means im putting myself in a very vulnerable position....i hope if you're reading this tt u be thankful for people who actually trust you...it takes something from tt person to be doing that...dun ever let that someone who trust u with all their heart down...because there's too much pain and hurt to deal with that its gonna take a long time for that person to trust anyone again...my heart's crying out loud to you Lord...where do i go from here God...

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Im Scared...

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